I Feel Like A Joke.

An Unimportant Person In Most People Life.

Especially today. I swear to god some just treat me like as though I don't exist. I'm like their 'Backup Friend'. Wait, don't even add the word 'Friend' in there. Just 'Backup' would do. Use and throw away. What the FUCK!? I'm HUMAN too, fool. I still pay for travel expenses.

Why the FUCK would you have me meet up with you, asking me to teach you something, when in the end you're just gonna spend the WHOLE FREAKING DAY camwhoring with your other friend!?

And when I wanted, to start teaching you, something just HAD to came up and you had to get going soon! Even when I DID teach you for those mere minutes, you don't even FUCKING CARE!

And you had the NERVE to say "Done? That's all? Okay, got to go now".

Fuck!

I can't believe there's people like this in the world.

What am I, your DOG?

God... Sometimes I just wonder if something fatal would have happend to me, would anyone even care to visit. Or am I just everyone's BACKUP FRIEND?

This is EXACTLY the reason why sometimes I just wanna go off to some other faraway country, leave almost everything behind, forget about the problems and just start living a new life and do something worthwhile while I'm at it.

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Sigh. Sister didn't make things better. In fact, she never does. Instead she ADDS ON problems to my already bad day. I don't even want to talk about her now. Or else this post will be freaking LONG. And how ironic is it that people are coming tomorrow to celebrate her birthday. The 'Oh-So-Innocent' girl's birthday. Well look at me, I'm the DEVIL, the bad child, the useless freaking child.

Ooooo.