I Feel Like A Joke.

An Unimportant Person In Most People Life.

Especially today. I swear to god some just treat me like as though I don't exist. I'm like their 'Backup Friend'. Wait, don't even add the word 'Friend' in there. Just 'Backup' would do. Use and throw away. What the FUCK!? I'm HUMAN too, fool. I still pay for travel expenses.

Why the FUCK would you have me meet up with you, asking me to teach you something, when in the end you're just gonna spend the WHOLE FREAKING DAY camwhoring with your other friend!?

And when I wanted, to start teaching you, something just HAD to came up and you had to get going soon! Even when I DID teach you for those mere minutes, you don't even FUCKING CARE!

And you had the NERVE to say "Done? That's all? Okay, got to go now".

Fuck!

I can't believe there's people like this in the world.

What am I, your DOG?

God... Sometimes I just wonder if something fatal would have happend to me, would anyone even care to visit. Or am I just everyone's BACKUP FRIEND?

This is EXACTLY the reason why sometimes I just wanna go off to some other faraway country, leave almost everything behind, forget about the problems and just start living a new life and do something worthwhile while I'm at it.

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Sigh. Sister didn't make things better. In fact, she never does. Instead she ADDS ON problems to my already bad day. I don't even want to talk about her now. Or else this post will be freaking LONG. And how ironic is it that people are coming tomorrow to celebrate her birthday. The 'Oh-So-Innocent' girl's birthday. Well look at me, I'm the DEVIL, the bad child, the useless freaking child.

Ooooo.

Time Check: 12 am

Listening To: Julian Casablancas.

Gyahhhhh! The frontman from my all-time favourite band, The Strokes, Julian Casablancas is releasing his solo album sooooon, yo! Can't wait. Listened to the 1st single, 11th Dimension and already I'm hooked to it. It's like a trip back to retro days. but still modern. Heheh. He's one of the most coolest frontman ever. Heheh. If only my hair like his. Kan bagus? And the above picture is freaking cool. Esp the guitar. I've been trying to find the name of that guitar model for like, forever. Anybody knows?

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Now! Updates! Hehehh. First, just a new art piece that I would like to share. Heheh. After a LONG break from vectors, i finally felt like doing one today. And since I couldn't think of any other famous faces, I just decided on MEGAN FOX. Fuh. The first one's the original stock, the one below it is my final piece.

Guess how long it freaking took me to finish it? I started at around 11 in the morning, and finished at around 10 at night. Long huh? Guess I'm not as fast as I was last time. Hurhurhur. But at least the pieces improve. Gyeahhh.

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RAYA~!

Raya was..... ermm.... abit mundane on the first day... it wasn't that exciting as I thought it would be. I guess coz some families went home earlier. But the second day rocked! It was great even though it was only two houses. Almost everyone was around, that's why. So therefore, I'll only post pictures of the second day. Haha. It felt cool not to be wearing any Baju Kurung for Hari Raya this year. Haha. Must be different and unique mahhh. I personally like the pic with the cousins together. Haha. So memorable. Coz I was flicking through some super OLD picture albums of us when we were super young. Then I compared here and there. Heheh. Macam cool. I'll upload the vintage ad modern pics together as soon as I get my freaking printer/scanner to freaking work.. Grrr. Idiot scanner.

Two picture of the very adorable Adam Mateen. Heheh. There's loads of pictures of him actually. But I just decided on these two. He interacts with people now. Haha.

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ITE pals! October 3rd would most probably be our Raya Outing! I can't make it if it's on the 4th guys, so yeahhhh. Please let it be on the 3rd. Peace yo.

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Okay. Very sleepy. Before I sleep and drool on my desk and waste electricity, I better go sleep.

G'night beautiful people!

Time Check: 10.50 pm
Listening to: Head Automatica.
Indie/Powerpop at it's best. Fuh. Haha. And the weird thing is that the lead vocalist (center), was a frontman for a very well-known Post-Hardcore band called Glassjaw. Cool huh.
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Updates!
Two outings with my two favourite (and only) groups of friends. Heheh. They're the best.

~Saturday~
Late night Shisha with bandmates, Fuad & gf, Haziq and Sobrie. Had our very first "official" band meeting. We just had too much trouble deciding the songs we wanted to record for our demo. Weeweet. I couldn't believe we were actually having that meeting that night. Seems so unreal. Haha. But, we did, and finally decided on the songs. Heheh. Best. I can't wait for my turn. Drum-tracking. It's gonna be super fun/sexciting. But super super stress and nerve-wrecking. Wish me and my band luck, people.
Hope to bring introduce our "proper" songs to you very soon. (:
Below are just some pics we took that night.
~Monday~
Break-fast outing/Iftar (I just learnt the meaning of Iftar FYI -_-) with my ITE gang. Haha. Super fun day as it usually is whenever I'm with them. Met up with Hanis, Fatihah, Rafidah and Fadilah at Harbourfront. We planned to have our break-fast at the Pizza Hut outlet there. Also planned this outing specially for the Birthday girl, Fatihah. Haha. Poor thing had to finish that piece of brownie thingy even though she was super full. We only helped by taking one small bit each. Heheh. As usual, we had phototaking sessions before and after dinner. And, thanks to Hanis's new "BF", we had quality pictures! Haha. DSLR katekan. Jealous. -_-
Some of our pics actually could be made into a short story.
Especially the one with Fatihah in it. The "Thief". Heheheheh.
Below are just two of the pics we took. (:
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And finally after months of SUPER-STRESSING, it's finally out. I'm at peace again. Thanks... :)

Time Check: 12.24 am

Listening to: fun.

Fun! Fun! Fun! Heh. Yeap, "fun." IS the band name. And their songs are epic. So feel good. So happy. So... undescribable. It's perfect to listen to when you're in the middle of a HUGE traffic jam and need a lil bit of a break. So yeah. Listen. Heheh.

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Most probably gonna meet up with band tomorrow for either Break-fast+shisha or just shisha. We gonna gonna discuss band matters and stuff. Fuh. Serious. I should let them know that I wanna finalise all my drum for ALL the songs by the next or next two jam sessions. Happy :)

If our demo/EP DOES come out soon enough, I'll let you close friends of mine abit of a Sneak-Peak, yeah?

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I have a new favourite artist in DA. His work and lines are just super, man. I wanna do stuff like his one day. Check it out. I only got these two coz among all of them, these 2 are the best.

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Aaaaand as usual, this is the daily "I-don't-know-why-I-keep-doing-this-art-pieces-when-nobody-gives-a-fuck" text art. Oh gee. Look! No comments again. Thaaaanks people. *Insert Sarcasm*

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Okay. Bye. Adios. Chiao.

Time Check: 11.30

Listening To: Coldplay.

It's a wonder why I never stop listening to their music. So good. My obvious choice of music to listen to whenever I'm down, stressed, lonely, anything lah.

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Today sure was boring. And not to mention pretty lonely. I wish the band was here today. It would've lightened my day. God knows I need lots of cheering up. Below is just another random something-something I did in the afternoon. Not that it matters though.

Time check: 8.30

Listening to: SAOSIN'S NEW ALBUM!!

Saosin's new album is SUPER. Yes. they have changed abit. But they still make good music. And that's what counts. :)

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Went out for Break-Fast with family and Paman's family. It was okay once in a whil. Got car-sick early on the journey. Lucky never vomit. Haha. But after eating. everything's okay. Below are just pics I snapped of Amalisa. Haha. Cute stuff.

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And below..... My most favourite piece of text for now. Haha. I'm so happy. :) Comments people.... I wanna know what you think. And it makes it much more worthwhile. Thanks..

OFF TO SCHOOL NOW! Super happy. After so long of not stepping into it. :)

~BYE~

Time Check: 10 am

Listening To: VersaEmerge.

Fuahhhhhhh. What can I say. Hotstuff lead vocalist and also good music. Haha. The lead vocalist's voice sound pretty much like Haley from Paramore. So yeah. Good stuff. :)

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Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Finally I'm free from attachment! No more slavery! But then again, no more pay. Haha. But nemmind. Hari Raya coming soon. If you all know what I mean. Muhahahaha. Most probably gonna go to school to hand in my Logbook and buy my new school uniform. Can't wait to get back to school. But fasting.... I SO wanted to taste the school food again. Now have to wait till school re-opens officially. :(

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Below, just another two text pieces that I did.

Time Check: 11.15 pm.
Listening to: Circa Survive. My Most Favourite Indie/Experimental Band Ever.
Damn. I want my band to have such good standards like Circa Survive. And I do believe that it might just happen. :) Give us a few more years, free us from any obstacles like school, NS and lots of other shit, and I'm positive it'll happen.
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Update update. So it's like now..... T-Minus 3 Days left to work. Got my pay for the last month, and now, waiting and hoping for the pay for Tuesday till Saturday will come soon. And then I'm free from slavery! Gyeahh. Of course that means my night life will be once again gone. But things'll work out. It usually does. :)
Oh. And I don't even know whether I have to come to school for one week after this week since not one FREAKING teacher came by to check on us. Faggots. I seriously would prefer going to school than to rot at home during the fasting month.
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I wanna buy a guitar. I have made up my mind to buy one and learn how to play it. Only thing I HAVEN'T decide is whether or not I should buy an acoustic guitar or an electric guitar. Both seem too irresistible to choose between. I've been wanting to learn to play the guitar for so damn long now. And the fact that I'm the only one that can't really play the guitar in the band sucks. Coz it means I also can't help alot in the other aspects of our band's song writing. Sigh. So that's whyyyyy I gotta learn. So I could inject my band's song with some of my own flava. Woohoo.

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And as usual, below are just two text-art I made. (:
Comments, as usual, will be little, but nontheless, greatly appreciated.

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Psst. I'm starting to think that there's no point in me continuing this blog ya know people. It's like I'm entertaining myself. Honestly.
~Bye~