Sometimes I just feel like it's not worth living this life. I don't even know if I HAVE a life. I don't get to hear a nice "Good Morning" or "How Are You?" when I wake up every morning. No. That's what other's get. I get a morning wake up call in the form of screaming, nagging parents and a complaining, stuck up sister. Yes. I said it. I don't give a damn anymore. Sure, these are everyday happenings. But everyone has a limit. And when I say enough is enough, I MEAN IT. Why do you even bother keeping me in this house if I'm too much of a hassle to look after. I don't even do anything to bother any of you. I don't make a mess everywhere I go like little sis. But yet, YOU prefer her. You prefer a complaining, whiny, stuck up little sis that doesn't even do ANY house chores. You SCOLD me when I'm late in picking her up. You PITY seeing her alone waiting for me picking her up when I'm late. DO YOU EVEN, JUST FOR A SECOND, THINK ABOUT HOW TIRED I AM?? I might be sick, and you STILL WOULDN'T CARE. If sis is sick, you take TIME OFF WORK to send her to the doctor. If I'M SICK, YOU BLAME IT STUFF THAT I DO! You parents just confuse and stress me up! Right now, I'm just deciding whether it would be better if little sis was your only child. That would this family much better now, won't it? She does better in school, better than me in fact. Wouldn't both of you like that? You'd like a child whose hardworking right? There you go. You have it now. You don't need me. I'm a trouble child and a pain in the ass for both of you, right?

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